My Father

I loved you so much
But i didn't want you to leave because i was so afraid and of your reaction and such
But the non-sense didn't cease
You kept yelling, being mean, making us cry, hurting our feelings never letting the pain and suffering ease
It was non-stop with you
You knew what misery it would do
I was the one who helped convince mom to leave you
So now what are you going to do
Use more verbal abuse
Do you know what you are putting me through
I guess you don't do you
If only you knew what you do
Every time you get mad I want to constrain you
I want to make you feel how much it hurts to feel all that misery and pain
But even though that I have kept sane
And I don't know how
The bad thing is you are still the same way to this day even now
I don't understand how you can tell all your friends how close we are and how much you love me yet you still insist on hurting me
What don't you see
What do I have to do to get through for you to see me for me and not me for who you want me to be which is you
©Angel Wellesley
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