Dear My love,
I think for once in my life someone made me speechless
It’s usually me doing this to others,
The poems that you sent to me made me cry
Cause they felt so real and the simply words are just right,
You are truly an amazing guy, and i'm happy to know that your mine,
I don’t wanna share you with anyone else, I want to keep you all to myself.
Whenever I talk to you I get chills up my spine,
The feeling of a race car, the adrenalin rushing inside,
Never before has my heart beated so fast yet so slow,
Never before have I needed to catch my breath
For you took it away by simply saying one word.
I don’t know what I did in life to deserve or receive this
And I don’t know what i’m going to have to sacrifice in life to keep this.
I just know how much I care and how much I want you.
Never a second goes by when I don’t think of you.
I caught myself the other day thinking about you,
But at the time I was with a guy, but that guy I wished was you.
Every second that I spent I simply saw your face,
All I could think about was you filling me with embrace.
Never before have had I thought about someone else with another guy,
I knew that something was different. And all I need is you by my side,
Now I know that this is long and the crazy part is it all came out so fast
I have to reread what I wrote cause I have no idea what I just said,
The inspiration you gave to me makes me do so much more.
The words and feelings all come out I love this feeling the feeling IV never had before. So I thought since you say so much to me I would share a little more with you,
I always hide what I feel inside but no more do I need to hide.
I’m taking a risk and a chance that I would never usually take.
Opening up what I feel inside, knowing that I could lose it all in a day,
My heart has been shattered IV been beaten and verbally abused,
And I know of my risks that I take saying things with such strong meaning like I love you.
Those words never felt so real before or meant as much,
And yet I still don’t know if this is just a silly crush,
One thing I know for sure is how I really feel and that i’m telling you right now
I’m willing to take any risks and chances because I know that this is real,
I’m usually a shy girl not that you could tell, a little hidden in my own world
But i’m willing you come out or let you in. all I wanted was someone to simply dry my tears,
Too many people made them fall; i’m tired of disappointment and fears,
When I talk to you and think about you near not one fear is released
They all left from here, now I could go on for hours telling you how I feel
But I think IV said enough for now. I have to go back and see what I said
Hope to talk to you soon again and see you even sooner,
You’re in my thoughts my heart and my dreams; I love you now and forever. . .
Your true love,
Your sweetness
