I was just any kid in school
i was just any kid in life
i wanted to try something new
i wanted to learn something new
but each day i tend to fail
i tend to lose control
i tend to not shut up
so i took my time and sat down
and thought of what i should do to become a real kid
to become someone the world could understand
i thought of not speaking
not saying a word
and see what the world has to say to me
and learn what i could change
i felt sick when i couldn't talk to people
when people would just laugh at me and tell me that am a dumb ass that couldn't speak
but i followed the rules
and went along with the program
and didn't speak a word
and stuck to what i believe in...
in the end... i found out that... it's harder to be the person talking... then the person hearing...
cause i heard what people had to say
i heard what people felt
so i knew what was wrong
but i just couldn't change
cause i just wasn't strong....
