I'm so done....(friends)

by Alli   Mar 23, 2005


We were the best of friends
always and to the end.
But then something changed,
i didn't know who to blame.
Was it me? Or was it you?
I can't decide between the two.
To me the cause is surely unknown.
I guess i never saw the signs that were thrown.
To me it seemed to be great.
I could tell her anything, and i thought she could do the same, but i never knew we weren't even close to being on the same page.
I just want to be free, and have no limits, but it feels like shes holding me back.

I found out i'm not really being myself, all the complaining i do is never really felt.

She thinks i don't care, she thinks i don't want to be there.
But really thats all i wanted,...
all i wanted was to be needed.

And so i finally go.
But its like she doesn't even know.
We haven't talked in days,
but its like she hasn't noticed i've gone away.
Now she'll just be feeling the pain.
Because i'm so done with this messed up game.

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  • 19 years ago

    by Molly Elizabeth

    hey allison,
    I know you like hate me now... but i miss you a lot, and u kno that. I've always known u care and i wish u understood i think i just needed a break.. but now i just want things to be like b4 and i kno that you have to be different cuz ur growing up and need change. And that's ok, I know that were not going to do EVERYTHING together anymore and thats fine, but i think that it would be stupid to forget about our friendship because it's great and i miss you. I told you over and over that I just want to work this out and i'll do whatever I have to. I feel bad for some of the things that I said and i am so sorry. I hope this isn't all you really feel in the poem because that would kill me. I miss talking to you so much! There is so much I have been wanting to talk to someone about but i have no1 to talk to. I hope that your not really over our friendship because i thought it was just as important to u as it is to me. and if it is then i hope we can still be friends forever like we said before.
    love ya so much,
    -Molly

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