Why?

Why do I have so many fears?
Why do I shed so many tears?
Why do so many scars lace my body?
Why am i such a nobody?
Why would no one care if i die?
Why does no one see me cry?
Why is my mind in such a mess?
Why am i so badly depressed?
Why do so many people judge me?
Why can't people leave me be?
Why do I hate myself deep inside?
Why is there nowhere for me to hide?
Why am I in this scary place?
Why am i such a disgrace?
Why can't I kill all the pain?
Why have i been lied to all over again?