Theese words within

The words inside,
They won't come out.
Even when, i scream and shout.
They burn from deep,
within my soul.
Never will this
meaning be whole.
Someday soon,
You will see,
How these words
really effect me.
But i would rather,
choke them down.
And always wear
this depressing frown.
So when you ask me
what is wrong.
I cant tell you,
because these words
are just too long.
And the thoughts
within my mind.
are too personal
for my lips to find.