I love u how many times do i have to replay it

by nikki   Mar 23, 2005


I would be able to give you so much more love then she ever could.
And still you want her more then anything,
Then u tell me u like me and another girl
Well I think that you need to make up your mind
Cuz I can't take this back and forth bullshit anymore
It hurts way too much
And you have to realize that what you had isn't yours anymore,
So you have to move on
Every time you tell me you love me I always ask you if you mean it and you tell me you do
So why don't you feel the same way I do

We were kicking it in the summer and we really liked each other, then the summer was over and it was back to school and that is where everything changed, and we didn't really talk at school and that is when your feelings for me started to fade away, and mine stayed the same.
Then you went out with one of my best friends not knowing how I truly felt about you.
You moved on so fast so I thought that you didn't care anymore.
So I tried to as well to forget about my love for you so I moved on to another.
I thought that I loved this one and he was everything but he treated me as if I wasn't there and I was nothing.
My friends told that I deserve better but at the time he was my every thing
But you were always in the back of my mind no matter what
Some of the things that he did reminded me of you.
Then when your relationship was over with her after 2 months you told me that you liked me again I felt my heart just stop at that very moment,
I didn't know what to do I was so confused I didn't know if I wanted you or him because at the time he was treating me like a princess. He learned how to treat me like you used to but I felt like I still loved you more. He treated me as you did once but I only wanted you and my feeling for him stared to fade away and all my old feelings for you came rushing back at once.
I didn't understand.
You told me that you liked me but you also told me that you didn't want to be with me what is up with that that doesn't make any sense.
So I guess I just start front the beginning again cuz you broke my heart once again. But if you ever need anyone I will always be here for you. Because no matter what it seems like I can never let go.

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