You don't know

You keep trying to make me see,

that you don't want me.

I see it now and your wish is granted,

but I will always have a feeling for you.

You have heard this so many times before,

but I just want one more chance.

The last time didn't work out too well,

*mistakes* were made but it could be better.

I want to prove to you that I did and do truly like you,

and one mroe chance is all I need.

I ended *us* so many times,

and everytime certainly was a mistake.

I didn't want to get hurt,

but now I see you wouldn't have done that to me.

I want to be told that I am beautiful,

and that I am and always will be loved.

You say that you know the words,

but as far as I can see...you don't.

You have changed and I don't know how to explain it,

you just have.

You used to tell me the truth and tell me just how you felt,

but all that has changed.

I want you to hold me in your arms,

and let me feel like everything is okay.

I want you to hold my hand,

and make it feel like our hands were meant to be together.

There are certain things that I can't do,

because no matter what they all remind me of you.

Certain songs on the radio and names that are mentioned,

and everything else just remind me of memories.

I will admit that I did lie,

not a lot but enough for me to feel guilty.

You don't care that I lied though,

because you don't have a clue.

I would tell you everything,

if you would simply ask.

I am asking you know to tell me everything,

and don't lie because I will find out.

One day you like me then the next you don't,

make up your mind and tell me the truth...even if it hurts.

You drive me crazy and I am trying to be over you,

but it's so hard and I can't do it.

This is my last request,

tell me what you think of this...crazy I know.