I wish my heart was not cut in two

When I start to write about you
The words just come out wrong.
And I really don't know how to
Explain what is going on...

My words are so confusing
And they aren't about you
They show me I still care about him
They show me I love him too...

But isn't he suppose to be away ?
Didn't he leave my heart ?
Or did he decided to stay
And tear my brain apart...

I don't know what to do
Because I can't let him go
I cannot forget his "I love you"
And it makes me feel so low...

I wish love didn't tear me apart,
I wish I knew what to do
But I really wish my heart
Was not cut in two...