What do i have to do?

What do I have to do
To get you to notice me
What do I have to say?
To get you to finally see
The sadness thats growing in me

Do I have to scream and shout?
Must I really say it out loud?
Should I make a sign?
I'm sick of acting proud
Just to make you happy

Don't you see the sadness
That wells up inside?
I'm going to crawl away
I'm going to hide
From Everything

Maybe then you will see
The sadness inside of me
All those years i had cried
You'll never see
That the tears and blood that once were a part of me