Sweet Sympohony

~ Sweet Symphony ~

The soothing warmth of blood, flows in harmony with each breath,
Playing a melody indescribable, the song that sings my death,
Its sweet serenading, so tempting to my shattered soul,
The only sound of silence that brings hope, and makes me whole.

Each drop of blood that leaves me, plays its bitter end,
It allows me to fake another smile, and pain I shall defend,
My body is the instrument, my knife plays me with joy,
Im left to embrace the sweetest sensation, feeling like a toy.

I allow my mind to be captured, by the tempting flawless tune,
The gentle caress of my blade, playing me, ending soon,
I know with each note I carve, the melody shall replay,
The pleasure of my forbidden piece, I can not repay.

So Im left to endure the fateful song, the one that rules my life,
The only music fit for me, is played with my faithful knife,
It cuts into me, words so sweet, the words that let me live,
This melody is played in secret, And for this you must forgive.

My private little orchestra, all playing to sooth my pain,
With blood as my only expression, this I must explain,
For others who see this symphony, can only stare in hate,
They cannot seem to grasp, that this melody is my fate.