Did you know...

Opening up, the secret door,
I should say I love you more,
but i don't,
because I'm afraid you won't.
That your love is gone,
and that is has been pawned.
I'll buy it back,
but money I lack,
maybe I'll trade,
hehe, a deal has been made.
Do you love me yet?
I'm not the same girl you met.
I'm better now,
but how?
I've had more confidence,
ever since.
You showed me laughter,
and something to chase after.
I was close to death,
I almost left.
But you were there,
and actually cared.
That's when you saved me,
you're probably thinking,"how could this be?"
The girl you met,
hadn't experienced pain yet.
Her conscience was clear,
but that changed throughout the year.
The girl you met,
she almost left.
The night no one cared,
and nobody was there.
Do you remember?
He was a fag in Denver.
He didn't respect me,
or treat me like I should be.
He tore me apart,
life was so dark.
But you you were my light,
weakness turned into might,
That God you were there,
and actually cared,
that horrible night,
I set down the knife.

~To Zach, I'm sorry I ever hurt you~