My Biggest Enemy

How did I get here?
Where has time gone?
I can't grasp the thought
On where I went wrong

Life use to be so simple
It use to be fun
I had so many real friends
And now I have none

How did I fall?
Why can't I get up?
I've lost my way
My life, it lacks love

Is it too late
For me to go back?
Is my time up
Am I doomed forever, that's that?

I wish I could start over
Or just end it all
Should I give it all up?
Should I make myself stop?

I'm so very tired
I'm so very weak
I'm so tired of crying
My heart out until it bleeds

I have nothing left to give
Everything has been taken away
How can I live
With all this emptiness?

My mind is going crazy
My thoughts won't slow down
My biggest enemy has became
Myself, my mind, my heart