Denial

I don’t want to tell you
All these messed up thoughts
But still I spill my feelings
As I think of all the taunts

I don’t know if they’re aimed at me
Or if they’re designed to sting
I cry more lonely tears
As through my heart they ring

I won’t be beaten anymore
As I’m already so down
I’m suffocating, dying, giving up
Stuck alone in this ghost town

I can’t admit to you
If you can’t already see
Just how much this denial
Is slowly killing me

I don’t want to tell you
So I’ll keep it all locked inside
The place that I go now
Is to my blade, in which I can confide