You Don't Understand.

I'm sick and tired of you putting on that fake face.
Fooling everyone into thinking our home is a humble place.

You think you understand, and you believe you're always right.
And that's the very reason I shed tears every night.

You think my life is perfect, and school is just so grand.
You think you know me; just a clue-you don't understand.

You think that lie I told was the worst I could do.
I could go mess up my life and sleep with guys too.

I could go do drugs, or drop out of school.
But how could I do that; I'm not a fool.

You don't give a crap about my life, though you once had.
But now you think I'm always, always glad.

You don't ever think I've cut, or stopped eating for a bit.
You just see me all quiet;there I sit.

You raise your voice and yell at me.
I just wish I could make you see.

The times are different, and my life is just as hard.
But you just think I'm off having fun, stripping in cards.

I have a hint for you about my life,
So shut up and think about it twice.

My school life sucks, and I'm tired of your yelling.
So listen, this will be my only telling.

I've never felt loved for like that before.
He cares, I matter to him, but you shut the door.

You wont let me see him, but he's a good kid.
So I told a little lie to see him, and that I hid.

He respects me so much, and he's never do a thing.
So don't worry about it, I'm still clean.

I love him so much and he loves me.
But you'd never understand; why can't you see?!

You think you're always there for me, you say you understand.
But you have no clue how I feel; we live on different lands.

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