Goodbye is not the way i wanted it to be.
it is the only way i thought it would be best.
you have your way to go and i have mine.
the only thing i can do is to wish you the best where ever you may go.
you told me yourself to move on.
me leaving seems to be the only way i have a chance to move on.
maybe when i come back in a year or so, if you are still around
and if we meet again we will know if we are truly meant to be together or not.
it is not so easy to leave it this way,
but i think it is the only fair chance,
we have for us both to go our different ways.
if that is the way it is meant to be.
you planted a seed in my heart when i met you for the first time.
as time went on that seed grew, into such a beautiful developed rose.
so with that there will always be that, special place in my heart where that rose will remain and hidden.
i hope this is not truly goodbye.
because goodbyes are forever, and i hope that you do not feel that away.
maybe this is a way to see how we truly feel about one another.
it hurts to say those words, and not know what lies ahead for us.
so in the end this is not goodbye, because i don't mean forever just for now.
and with that in mind Goodbye for, just a little while.
and remember i truly love you.
