It hurts not knowing how someone truly feels about you.I'm scared to tell him how i feel because i don't want him to run like the rest.no one has ever like me for me and now someone does. I'm so scared to lose him. sometimes i just want to cry and don't know why. thing are just so stressful sometimes and i don't know where to turn. i don't want to turn to some of my friend because i don't know what they really think of me and i don't want to tell him because again I'm scared he will run.my feeling came from a place i never thought lived. why do they have to return? i don't know if i want them or not as of now all i want to do is back myself into a corner and cry till i cant cry no more. i have cried myself to sleep and that don't seem to help at all. i scream in anger, stress,frustration, sadness, and happiness. i just don't know where to turn anymore. i feel like I'm standing on the edge of something and I'm slowly being pushed off. i feel like I'm being pushed till i cant be pushed anymore. i feel like some of my friends have stabbed me in the back there for i don't know who to trust anymore so with that i leave you wondering what i will do next.
