Alone in a world filled with hate
Just walking around trying to make it through
Wiping the tears from my tired eyes
Hoping one day things will start over new.
Just waiting patiently for what will happen next
Thinking of ways I could release myself of this misery
Wanting nothing more than to fall back into your arms
And to hear you say that you love me.
Smiling so everyone thinks that I am ok
I do not need anyone or their fake sympathy
Telling them that I am fine without you
Even though its worse then killing me.
Seeing you smile and laugh and hold her,
Hurting from the one I thought I knew so well
Running from all of these horrible scenes
This place is worse then hell.
Walking by you waving slowly
Trying not to stare for too long
You cannot see the pain that I feel
I hope you think I am strong.
Keep telling myself that Im over it
That one day I will move on and be ok
Wondering what should I do now
When how I feel is what I cannot say.
I have lost the one that I truly loved
The one I gave my everything to
I know that I have never been good enough
I just hoped my love was enough for you.
Knowing that I did hurt you
And living in a life of pain and sorrow
Hoping that today you will forgive me
Because I will be gone tomorrow.
Regretting the heartache I put you through
And wishing I could take it all away
If I could take the pain you have felt
I would do it in a day.
So happy that I met you
Yet so sad it had to end
I do not know what I expected
But I thought you would be my friend.
Bleeding from every wound
Covered over every inch of my broken body
Pleading on my knees, begging to leave this place
Please god, just take me.
Do not cry when I am gone
For we had our time together
I loved you and I always will,
But nothing lasts forever.
