Why do I care?
Why do I try?
No one can help,
and I know,
that I can’t help myself.
No one really cares.
No one ever tries.
Everyone has abandoned me…
So, why, am I here?
Why am I crying?
If no one cares,
tears only make things worse.
They drive home the fact,
that I’m alone.
SO why do I care?
Why do I try,
to regain these peoples love?
Am I destined to be a loser?
Am I destined to a life
without friends?
Why do I put on
these stupid acts
of happiness?
Why do I do this
to myself?
Am I just the same
as those people I hate?
Or is it really me I hate?
Am I really this insecure?
Is it me,
who pushes people away?
I am so confused,
and I am so alone…
WHY!
