Two Of Me

To do this I have a crave,
I do this to make my grave.

I wanna live but I don't know how,
I need something to think of me now.

I'm drownin underneath of my skin,
You ask me what's worng I say nothin.

I don't know how much more I can take,
I'm bout to make da biggest mistake.

I waddle 'N' my feet,
This life I will not repeat,
This problem must be beat.

I'm nice one second and mean the other,
How much longer of this story must I cover?

Could this of happened,
Could this be?
Is there really another side of me?

He's in between the two of me,
If I tell him he will leave.

I'm scared to tell,
But I'm lying as well.

I'm sick of lying to myself when I really know I'am,
It's not my fault when he yells, "DAMN!"
It's not my fault that's just the way Iam.

I'm sorry if you don't like this than be gone,
Because my life must move on.

My heart will be broke,
But at least the truth I spoke.

You may laugh,
You may sigh,
Baby I'm sorry if you must say goodbye.