When i cry
the world suddenly stops
and my tears become my worries
as i discover this needs to end
i cant understand
why I'm living a lie
and why i cant find you
you left without a word
and i find myself
dialing your number
just to hear you breathe on the other line
you swear into the receiver
and i try to keep quiet
while my life pours out of my eyes
i lie awake in bed
and scream into my pillow
a prayer that puts me to sleep
i see you in my dreams
and even then you walk away
it hurts
i don't want to be sad
i just want to see you again
and forever i'll search
