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by lindsey Mar 24, 2005 category : Internet slang / sadness
I cut places so no one can see.. i hide the cuts and scars away.. i dont know why i do it all i know is it releaves my pain.. people yell at me they call me stupid but if only they were in my brain.. i want 2 stop but my body seems 2 love the feel.. 2 watch the blood spill.. it sounds crazy sure, but 2 me all my stress will be away from me.. but i need 2 quit cuz when i look at myself i feel disgusted so i got 2 stop i need 2 drop the blades other wise people will start 2 run away.. but sometimes i think maybe if i just cut my wrist everything will be ok.. but now i\'ve realized that people love me and i\'ve got 2 be here 4 them.. so 2day i\'ll set the record straight and stop cutting and go and tell on myself so i can finally be free.. ** Please comment**