I cant even handle me...

Nobody understands..

my mom is so blind she dont even see my own pain that i bring.

my dads 2 busy 2 even glance..

and the people at skool just throw stuff and call me names..

they dont even pay attention 2 what all i stress brings..

maybe i'm not meant 2 be here..

a freak that no one even cares about..

the cuts aint that deep but the more stress means more cuts more deeper..

i am a freak that no one loves..

just a lil thing growing up 2 much..

if i could just find that one place 2 fit in, 2 be able 2 feel good and safe would be the best..

i have no love maybe a little lust..

it's 2 much 4 me 2 deal with 2much 4 me 2 handle..

i need help but no one will give me any..

i dont know what 2 do anymore cuz even 4 myself i'm 2 much 2 handle..