My Apology

I feel so bad
For the things I do,
I feel even worse
For hurting you.

I don't mean
To lead you on,
But inside
My love is gone.

You're a good friend
But nothing more,
Even though
It's me you adore.

My life is so unstable
This isn't a good time,
I'm sorry you're not here
And I can't call you mine.

My heart is just not in it
I feel so far away,
I'm really sorry for these words
To you that I must say.

I hope you will move on
No longer wait for me,
Tomorrow I could change my mind
Or feel this way for eternity.