Look Happy

I think the air is clearing
All the storm clouds fade away
I’ll keep me tears locked tightly
Because of what you say

I’m so sorry for the hurt
That I put all of you through
For a while I denied it
But now I see it’s true

When you see the bleeding
It rips your heart in two
I see you staring back at me
You’re eyes so pure and blue

I can’t believe I didn’t see
That you felt the same
And now I sit back and watch
As you take the blame

So now I turn back around
Take not blade, but lock
And hide them all away again
All the tears I will block

It doesn’t matter anymore
How I felt back when
I cried myself to sleep each night
Now I close my eyes and count to ten

I don’t understand this
Why now that I feel so free
Instead of letting it out
It’s kept deep inside of me

So I will make this promise
Whenever you see me
Plastered on my face
A happy look they’ll be

*I’m so sorry, for how much I hurt you all*