Emotions

What is the point in smiling
Every minute of the day
What is the use in hiding
all my emotions away

I lay in bed at night crying
until i fall asleep
I hold onto my pillow
until bad nightmares creep

I see you stood there in my dreams
Telling me that I am wrong
to live my life a total lie
you tell me to be strong

I go to school smiling
Does no-one really care
of the truth i hide inside
the truth I cannot bare

I pull my jumper down my arm
to cover all traces of shame
to cover my feeling of hurt and pain
to hide all of my blame