Eating Disorder(Bulimia and Anorexia)

by Giani   Mar 24, 2005


I was born into a life of alcoholism, and a lot of anger.

Which caused a lot of problems with my family.

Everything I do is judged by my mom and my Grandma.

But it is always based on my weight.

My mother was always telling me your to fat go on a diet, my grandmas always agreed.

So I finally got tired of all the criticism, so I decided to not eat.

Everyone asked me isn't hard. I'm like not really once you get over the hunger pains your fine, I always tell them just to exercise.

But then one day I got extremely hunger so I then binged, I knew that it wasn't aloud to keep all that food down so I purged.

I am now in a place of starving and purging and I don't want stop what I am doing even though I know it is killing me.

I told my mom and she took me to doctors like she cared but if she cared she would know it has gotten worse and not better.

My eating Disorder is ruining my life but I guess it soon will, b/c I cant keep living this way.

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  • 17 years ago

    by Chelsey

    Very good..I know your prolly tired of everyone telling you how, "oh stop its not good and stuff" but im not gonna say that cuz im struggling with the same thing and i know that ppl telling you that doesnt make it any better it makes them think that they're not on your side, and thats the worst feeling in the world. You can PM me if you would like im always open for talking..

  • 18 years ago

    by Juls

    Im in the same place as you with the eating. Im glad to see by your comment you are getting better. Takes alot of willpower to come up with a disorder like this. Great work I loved the poem.

  • 18 years ago

    by Amanda

    Hey i have the same issue, sort of. I was born into alcoholism too. And I've been starving myself/purging for like 3 years.
    choirsparkle52@gmail.com if you ever wanna talk..

  • 19 years ago

    by holly

    Hey, i used to have the same problem, and am considering it again, so i know what you are putting yourself threw, but you must stop, im sure you are very pretty inside and out!!! so well anyways poem was very nice
    take care always,

    holly

  • 19 years ago

    by GREEN EYES

    hey i like this poem...we have the same problem,but diffrent is that for my problem no one know......

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