A lot of time has elapsed,
Since my world first collapsed,
I was under a lot of discussion,
Because at home there was a lot of dysfunction.
I never did reach up to your expectations,
So I turned to the one thing in sheer desperation.
At first it was just experimental,
And I swear the results were accidental.
In a short time it didn't take long for me to create,
A quick and easy way to what I knew was my fate.
The way in which I chose wouldn't take much time,
All I needed was to make two small lines.
Into my veins and skin with the knife I tore,
And after a few moments I was collapsed on the floor.
When I was alive I soon lost my soul,
Which resulted in me having no self-control.
I'm telling you this, mum, so that you know I'm now in hell,
And also to say that I'm sorry as well.
Life in hell isn't bad cuz living with you was much worse,
I finally feel happy and free from your curse
