You ask me all these questions
chanelle what can i do to make things better?
and i say i don't know
you ask me what is my problem?
and i say i don't know
you asks me why am i turning my back on everything?
why do i put my friends before my family?
and i still say i don't know
you say they don't give a damn about me
and i look at you like your stupid
you don't know them, and you never will
unless you put yourself in my shoes
and see what i see, think what i think
you tell me maybe i should go run
to my "new mommy and sister"
No!! there not, I'm cool with Ashleigh, but No!!
you ask me what am i gonna do with my life?
and i say i don't know,
well maybe i do.
what can i do?
let me think and stop getting onto me about everything
what is my problem?
everything, school, friends, family, me...
why i turn my back?
cause i don't care about life anymore, i turned my back on everything and basically everyone. i planed on killing myself, i just want to die.
why put my friends first?
well i don't, and my list of friends aren't even half the people i talk to, it's not even close to half.
i know who my real friends are, and you don't
i know after high school my friends and i will or may not part.
but most likely yes!
but if it wasn't for Joanna, johnny, and Ashleigh
there would be know way i could even be writing this
yeah, that's right i would be umm... dead!
happy and away from all the drama and bulls**t
what am i gonna do with my life?
well knowing my plans have changed, I'm not dead, I'm trying to put my life back on track,
but i just NEED you to stay off my back.
