Is this what I get?

I said i was done.
I'm not going to cry anymore.
after you hurt me once i should have known
not to go back to you or care anymore because we were done.

but i didn't listen to my head
my heart made all of the decisions.
i didn't want to face the fact that you hurt me once
and i done so by taking you back.

i thought if i gave you a second chance,
there was no way you could possibly hurt me again
because you loved me.
i didn't believe you would do it again.

i told myself there is no way he would do that to me.
th truly loves me or so i thought.
and here cam heartbreak number two right out of the blue.
and again i was done.

done crying,hurting, with all this pain.
and again you asked me to take you back.
i questioned myself wondering why.
why would he want someone like me back?

as i thought it hit me
because he loves me and i love him.
we were so happy together
we seemed to fit so well together.

there was no possible way he would ever think,
about hurting the one he asked to marry him.
but was i mistaken
you crushed the heart that you healed wit your own hands and love.

i can believe i trusted you again
and again i was done
done crying,putting myself in this just to get hurt.
so i move hoping to move on leaving your love behind.

but that was a joke
i still love you as much as i ever did.
i found out you where seeing someone else,
i just kept thinking of all we have shared.

the laughter, each others heartbreaks, times of crying,
just holding onto one another, looking at the stars,
stories we never told anyone else but each other.
i was so happy with you but i guess you were not happy with me.

you meant the world to me
and so is this what i get in return?
for loving you the way i did and still do?
if so i am done.
but i really and truly do still love you.

Jessica