Why

I cant look at you the same anymore.
i dont know why, so please dont ask.
i use to thrive off of your love and affection,
and now i grimace at the site of you.
i use to pray that you would come and find me,
and now i plead for you to leave.
this cannot be right, this is not normal.
i dont want to feel this way, but i cannot lie to my heart.
this has to end.