I hate feeling this way
I hate all the jealousy
I hate feeling like im second best
I hate being me
No-one ever understands
I always seem to be wrong
I should be used to it
'Cos its happened for so long
But this time its different
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want to be jealous of her
I just want it to go away
But it won't go
It's always there in the back of my mind
Waiting for another day
Another time
I wish i could get over it
So i can stop hurting you
But you cot to see where im coming from
try looking at it from my view
Maybe then you might understand
What this puts me through
But despite all this
I do still love you
