If i did scream
I bet you couldn't hear me
If i begged you to see
I bet you wouldn't even glance over your shoulder
I bet you'd let
The tears run down my face
And never take a second look
You call me a best friend
Labeling me above the rest
But yet you treat me as if
I was in the corner of a crowd
All the other people
You group within me
You ask to stay side by side
Leaving me out in the open
To fend for myself
When dilemmas i speech to you
All you find to do is nod
When i call you
Theres always the excuse you use
I'm always the last on the list
To invite to anyplace
Its just like I'm one big disgrace
You seem to find any reason
To get mad at me
When its really you
Thats treating me like nothing
Like someone you never knew
Its possibly you i listened too
Could be the reason i don't see
"Me" facing back in the mirror
All the criticizing
Led me to this
I cant let you control my life
I hate acting like its all OK
But you'd flip it if i even mentioned a word
Making it seem like i was the "bad girl"
It hurts to have to call you my best friend
When you treat me like the worst
I'm afraid to mention things to you
Fearing its not good enough to even say
And you'll just brush it away
Thats how you make it seem
Thats the game that you play
You say your one call away
When every time i need your help
The phones keeps ringing without an answer
And I'm left with an open question
I may not be who i use to be
I'm questioning if that had to do with you
I could cry a river of my tears
You would just walk over it
And when i try to help you
You say you need another
Its never me
Its like I'm just a bother
I cant tell you how he broke my heart
How my mom and me got in a fight
Or how i cried myself to sleep at night
All you'd say is it'll be OK
An going on darlingly with your day
I wish i could easily say
These words to your face
As they so easily display
The inner feelings
I'm clenching behind me
Tired of it all
Best friends are meant to walk in the world
When all the rest choose to wander away
Not follow in the crowd
Leave me in the dark of my days
