Oh.....my.........f'ing....God!!! *gasp*.

Zac, that was unbelievable!! Your vocabulary rocked. I know how you're feeling though in this poem. Did you really cut again? *tear* Please, babe, don't do that. You were so close to breaking the habit!!! You were there!!

No matter what though, Zac. I'll still be proud of you. I'm so proud of you with this poem, I'm proud of you for being who you are and being so generous and loving towards me. So I won't change that just because you fold under pressure or something.

This poem related to pure sweet darkness. Had to love it. :-D! Really, I hope you're okay. You always seem to be on early in the mornings, why is that? I LOVE YOU ZAAC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D!!!

~Sierra

omg zac! did u do it again??!! i hope not, n i hope your're ok. this a great poem tho but it kinda freaks me out. i really hope you're ok. plz call me about 2nite tho.

*jen-jen*

great poem... hope you didnt do it again. really great writting
~cort~

i didnt do it. i just felt depressed, so i wrote and it came out like this. i'm on early cuz we're on spring break and every night, pretty much, i've ended up staying up late talking to someone. :P . anyway, thanx for your comments
*Zac*

So welcome. I'm sorry if you're depressed, omg, today was the best day of my LIFE! I'm so, so, soooo happy! Its unbelievable! Nothing can break me now! ooOooOo Life is good to me today!! God bless you mah dear!!

~Sierra

yayy! you make me so happy! what happened today?!?!?!

hmm.....lol, I'm not quite sure if anything in particular was stupendous, considering that I had to break up with my boyfriend like 5 minutes ago because of my f'ing prejudice mom!!!! Which made me REALLY pissed.

I don't really know, though, lol, I just felt good, really good. For the first time in a long time, I didn't feel quite so invisible! It rocked!!! I love you lots hun!!!!

Tell me when you're on!!! pweese!!

OMG, Zach, incredible (as usual)... Don't scare me like that again! Lol... I'm sorry you were depressed, hon, anything I can do to help, let me know. And I second Sierra, my dear friend... we are ALL proud of you, no matter what happens... See my poem "Proud" when I submit it... it's gonna be hot! lol! Seriously though, there is absolutely nothing you could do to not make me proud. You've told your parents, stopped for TWENTY days... I am so so so so so so so proud of you. You don't even know! One more night, buddy - then we keep on keepin on. With all of your friends (including moi) by your side!
Car (Bubbles)

Zac, you NEVER come on anymore!!!!! I miss you!!!! Come on!! GrRrrRr!!!!

*crying* more drama.

ZAC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *tear*

HAILIE JUST COMMITTED SUICIDE I THINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE WROTE A SUICIDE POEM AND LEFT ME A REALLY SCARY NOTE ON MY POEM FOR HER!!!!!!!!! Zac, I'm soo scared!!!!!

i know, sierra... sierra... i look to hailie for a lot of stuff... i look up to her so much... so many people do...hailie! no.......

what did she say, sierra?!

great writing!!

Zac, i'm crying!! I don't know what's going on, but I'm dieing inside, I'm torn apart. I need you so bad!!!

Steph left me this message earlier telling me that she needed me because Hailie was hurt badly because of her father, so I left several messages and wrote her this poem, Stay Strong (to Hailie), Stph told me that she gave Hailie a hug for me and she told me that Hailie would read my poem later. About an hour ago I checked my thing and Hailie left me this message that said Sierra...I'm sorry I love you...I'm sorry.

That scared the hell out of me as it was, so I clicked on her sn and read her poem and literally screamed. She can't be dead.

no.... this cant happen... sierra, hailie cant go, not her. she's too strong! why her?! it's so wrong.... i wish i could trade lives with her... she doesnt deserve that....

Zac, there's nothing I can do. I've cried and I'll contine to cry and write poems, but we have to be strong. Zac, I love you and all, but as ex cutters, we have to stay that way for Hailie. I know for sure she would have wanted it.

Its late here and I should be going to bed and dream nightmares about a girl i knew at heart, but never knew at all. :*-(. Love you so much Zac.

Is it just me, or did the atmosphere just get cold?*tear*

i felt it, too... i'm shivering and soaking everything... i wont cut... i know that hailie's a big reason i stopped, and i'm gonna keep going with that for her... sierra, good luck... i'll have the same nightmares...

This has got to be the 94831751591874091 poem that i've read of yours that has been a dark poem.
Its 11:30 here and I get very depressed easily at night. its kinda unhealthy, but gee. the things I do for you.