He never should

The lies he has told cause great distress
even though he's caught up, still won't confess
my mind is confused, my heart has been bruised
my time was all wasted, because I've been used
the words he speaks now, make me sick to my stomach
don't even wanna be seen with him in public
i cant forgive him and i cant move on
because he cant even admit he was wrong
i love him so much, well the man that he was
we've been through alot and we've had so much fun
we planned out this life, it was supposed to be perfect
now i look back and ask is it even worth it?
the looks the hugs the flirting the kisses
the broken promises that all turned to wishes
the money i've spent the emotions i've wasted
it'll never be the same, i have to face it
i cant trust him, i wish that i could
but he did something, he just never should