Part of me Died

My heart is heavy
my body is weak
my pals are sweaty
i cannot speak
thoughts of you
flow through my mind
if only to see you
one last time
my body trembles
tears fill my eyes
i am left drowned
in a pool of lies
your horrifying actions
haunt my dreams
so i awake and realize
nothing is as it seems
for everything left unsaid
horrid thought you implied
my heart tore once more
and a part of me died
for every painful word
that you had said
another wound on my body
was freshly new and bled
so i must
let go of you
but you've let go
a love that's true