I Can't Let Go ...

I really don't understand
Why you treat me the way you do
I know that i don't deserve this
What have i ever done to you?

I gave you everything i had
I let you keep my heart
But you spat on it & threw it back in my face
You tore it all apart

You use me as your doormat
You treat me like dirt
& You don't have the decency to apologize
When you can see that i hurt

You call me a f**kin psycho
Because of the scars on my arms
But you're the reason i do this
You're the cause of my harm

You laugh about me behind my back
And say sweet things to my face
You don't have the guts to tell me the truth
To put me in my place

Because the only reason I'm still here
Is coz you say you love me too
I guess deep down i know it's all lies
But i just can't let go of you ...

** What goes around comes around that's what they say, So all the sh*t you've caused me will come back at you someday **