You...

For all your lies, I have cried
And contemplated suicide
Nothing you said was ever true
I never meant anything to you
You told how you loved me
But I was too blind to see
Just how much you decieved
And how I took the bait and believed
You were the center of my world
Around your finger I was curled
Then my friend tried to tell me, but I wasn't understanding
So I went to find you, and found you with her standing
Your arms around one another
And you had told me you could love no other
In that moment my world came down
I turned and ran, and my blade I found
The only friend I coud rely on
Since now my everything itself is gone
I used it to release my pain
The feeling got greater as I pushed the blade to my vein
I paused for a second, realizing what I was about to do
Then regained consciousness and drove the blade through
I pulled the blade out and watched the blood rise
How I barely felt it was such a surprise
I did it again and again, then once more
The next thing I knew, I was on the floor
Signed in blood,I left a note
Saying how emotionally, it was you that had slit my throat
After I was done, I laid it all down
Carefully positioned, where all would be found
Then sat, while I thought back on the day
Replayed it in my head until it all fell away