It's Back To The Beginning I Go ...

You kissed me, you hugged me
Promised you loved me so much
I smiled with you and I got butterflies
At the slightest touch.

But that was 6 hours ago
And now I'm crying, red and black tears
Because I've just witnessed the return
Of my worst fears.

Now I want to run away from myself
Hide in a black hole and try and forget
That life is pointless and that my death date
Has already been set.

So goodbye happy place that held
For just a little while, I'm sorry, I am
Stephen that I can't feel peaceful tonight
Come to think of it, I never truly can.

So here's my world back again
With the dark sky and blood red rain
So here's my home in the bitter cold
So I'm back to the start again.

© Copyright Sharon Ardern 2005