My Boy Toy

by mysterious   Mar 26, 2005


I love to hear you speak
and whisper in my ear
The way you smile at me
and the times you always stare

How silly this truly is
cause I have no feelings for you
Yet every time you're around,
I just focus on what you do

What the hell is going on?
This is all so very wrong
I have to laugh at it,
cause I don't care when you're gone

But when you finally leave
and things are quite again
I wish that it was real
and with you more time I could spend

Why do I even care?
Cause I don't like you at all
I just feel that you've helped me
breakdown my once built wall

You've made me remember
what I really used to miss
The things I always long for,
I feel it in your kiss

Not the passion of wanting you,
but something much deeper which was lost
Having someone be there for me
to help me bare my cross

I wish that you don't like me;
I really don't think you do
And even if you did,
I hope that you'll get through

You could be a really sweet guy,
someone I can easily fall for
But your ways are far from good
and your intention I know is to score

Why are all guys like that?
It bores me it really does
Where are the feelings, the emotions
and that little thing called love?

I knew you were wrong
right from the start
Still I made my move
cause it wasn't affecting my heart.

I really like having you near me
and hold me the way you do
It feels good to be wanted,
even though it's not real of true

Well I'll just have my fun for today
It's up to you if you choose to stay
But if it doesn't turn out that way
I guess we both enjoyed ourselves
in this game we tried to play!

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