I Feel He Doesn't Care

I feel he doesn't care,
He said he would be here,
30 minutes at most,
Time quickly went by,
I waited for you,
But you never came,
I felt I had no choice.

You say you would never lie,
Look what you have gone and done,
I sit here in the dark,
With only my knife in hand,
I don't know what to do,
It's all because of you.

I debate on taking my life,
I find it might make things easy,
Easy for who?
For me, for you?
I don't see a difference,
My parents don't talk to me,
They just don't care.

I was depending on you,
To talk me out of such things,
But this is the last time you do this to me,
When you say you'll be here,
You very well should,
This time your lucky,
I had my brother to stop me,
Next time he wont be here,
Just wait and see.

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