What happened to you

This is worse than anything
worse than my nightmares
worse than anything I’ve spent time crying over
I cannot cry, talk... I cant do anything
you've left me completely empty
empty and all alone
I shared everything with you
my thoughts, my fears
and I thought you loved me
but I was wrong
The truth is
you never cared
I dont think you ever will
do you know how much that hurts?
My heart is shattered
and inside im a big black hole
is this punishment?
Everything happens for a reason
but what have I done to you?
I loved you and I appreciated you
because you seemed to always be there
but now... now you’re not
please come back
because I cant survive my life without you