Lately (venting)

by **Just Her**   Mar 26, 2005


Lately I have been wondering
How I live with these fears
The ones that haunt me always
The reminders of the years

Lately I have been questioning
How I still have the ability to smile
It seems I’ve lost the happiness
That lasted for a while

Lately I have been craving
To feel that knife once again
To see the crimson fall
10 months, is how long its been

Lately I have been crying
Those tears that stain my cheek
Only showing a part of my emotion
And only demonstrating that I am so weak

Lately I have been praying
For this curse to end
I just want to live
I just need a real friend

Lately I have been suffocating
In this messed up mess
I’m so sick of searching
For imaginary happiness

Lately I have been pretending
Lying about what is real
I hate living this way
I hate how I feel

Lately I have been wishing
To just end what has already begun
I’m so far in
That this sadness will never be gone

Lately I have stopped believing
There is no hope anymore
10 months is hardly anything
When you're still curled up on the floor

*sorry if this sucks, but i needed to vent*

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  • 19 years ago

    by Alex

    This poem does not suck at all. I enjoyed it. Reminded me of sumone i no *sigh*. 5/5. Keep it up. hold your head high.
    ~@L€X~

  • 19 years ago

    by Dark Savior

    Good poem, i liked the read. Cutting is never the answer though, perhaps you should try just putting ice cubes on where ever you cut, it sometimes gives the same sensation as a cut would do *trust me i know*.

    Well i hope for you to come out of this depression.

    Five/Five

    P.S. thank you for your comment/ and or vote on my poem, Each comment i get is really something that i hold close to my heart, good or bad, i'll remember it. Thank you very much. i always try to return the favor.

  • 19 years ago

    by Heather M Craig

    glad you vented with us but it doesnt suck at all hun! Stay strong :) God Bless you!

    With love
    Heather
    ps 5

  • 19 years ago

    by Carlee Ann

    Amy, my dear, this was absolutely beautiful writing. You are a fantastic poet, and, hon, please stay strong. If you ever, EVER need a friend, I'm here for you, all the way. Please remember that, ok? Nice venter!
    God Bless,
    Car

  • 19 years ago

    by Carlee Ann

    Amy, my dear, this was absolutely beautiful writing. You are a fantastic poet, and, hon, please stay strong. If you ever, EVER need a friend, I'm here for you, all the way. Please remember that, ok? Nice venter!
    God Bless,
    Car

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