Wounds covered up by a plastic smile.
the bitterness of the world can taste so vile.
your love i can't except without feeling hate.
by the time you understand me it will be to late.
you have forced me to be tame.
you've smoldered the fire but you can't relinquish the flame.
again and again you rip out the stitches i had re sewn.
you love me out of pity,forcing me to be alone.
you are devouring my soul,
my life now seems out of control.
you love me out of pity,forcing me to hate.
you think you understand but understanding isn't part of your fate.
you ask me if i hate you,no i despise you.
although you seem to not have a clue.
let me paint a picture-these thoughts inside my head.
i think of killing you i want you dead.
please let me tell you my way.
let me tell you the things you never thought I'd say.
you love me out of pity,i love you out of sin.
your fighting in a game you can't win.
waving the knife in front of your face,
a horror streaked expression left in it's rightfully place.
i shake my head knowingly stopping your scream.
finally I'm happy my smile begins to beam.
running the blade across your throat.
you try to scream but start to choke.
tortured slowly what a wicked way to die.
you beg me not to as you start to cry.
begging me doesn't prove to much effect.
as i take the blade and sink it in your neck.
i don't remove it but let it stay.
you gasp unable to breath, nothing left for you to say.
but wait,your not dead.
these are just peacefully dreams inside my head.
running around this padded cell.
you put me here, so go to hell.
