Inner pain

The pain of the knife, is nothing compared to the pain my heart feels everyday, everynight...so badly i wish i could just be out of sight, i no longer have to deal with the pain, the fear that i feel for everyday life...my words cannot explain the bleed in my soul...for only i can take my life and make everything right...sitting in the bath, ready to cut i think about the people i have hurt and i'm going to hurt them more...so i shall no longer hurt them and them no longer me...life sucks thats the way it's aways gunna be