Yesterday

I cried last night
but I'm smiling today
happiness is my shield
pretence is my way

I'm screaming inside
but you hear me singing
though I'm stamping my feet
and my ears are ringing

i told a friend
over the Internet
i shouldn't have clicked send
now all i feel is regret

but they didn't know
my barrier saved me
they thought they understood
but my eyes betrayed me

no one saw the tears
that i tried so hard to hide
apart from the shouting person
who couldn't sympathies

i screamed, just go away
but i wouldn't be left alone
but someone else heard
on the telephone

they felt sorry for me
i didn't know why
they said because he wouldn't go
when he saw me cry

but talking about it failed
so i built my wall again
my smiling ship sailed
even though its in the rain

no one understands yesterday
they don't know how much it hurts
no one understands today
they don't know how much it still hurts

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