I Am Tired

I am so tired of everything.

That is going on in my life.

Nothing seems to be going right, school ,family, friends, sports.

How can I make it right.

I fell that nobody sees my life falling apart.

I cant eat nor can I sleep.

I am so tired of starving myself and purging everything that I eat.

I am so tired of not being able to sleep.

But the worst of it all is that nobody sees how tired I am.

My mom doesn't care, my father is ignorant, but my brother isn't even aware.

My grandmothers keep on insisting that I am fat, which is making my eating disorder worse.

But my family doesn't know that I am starting to self injurer to.

I am so tired, I wish they would all see what they are doing to me.

I wish I knew what to do.

I am too tired to try to get everyone to notice.

I am tired.

*Please vote/comment, I know it sucks but its how I feel.