I used to think it was all my fault
I got what I deserved
You told me I was worthless, stupid, and a disgrace to God
I believed you
I believed you because you were my father
You'd come home drunk, and I thought that was because of me too
With the blows to my face, and the throws down the stairs
I always thought that was me, too.
I wished I was never born
You told me I didn't deserve to live
but now I know it's got nothing to do with me
You'd drink because you weren't strong enough, and then you'd take it out on me
then you'd tell me you were sorry and I would always be your special angel.
But no matter how many times you said you were sorry, begged for my forgiveness
you'd always do it again
You were wrong
All my life i thought it was me
but it was all you
you were wrong
and i was just a kid
