Broken and not Understood

As I lay here
Broken on my bed
Watching me life fly by
I have nothing to show for myself
I'm nothing
I feel like a nobody
Who would notice if I just got up and left
Would they even care
Would anyone search for me
I don't think so
No one notices me
They think I have it all because I have a great family and great friends
But there's much more
They have no idea what I've been through
The hurt, the betrayal, the thoughts
They only know the "Happy" Kayla
They don't know the real me
They wouldn't understand anyways
No one understands
They'll NEVER understand
Why won't they understand