Sleeping to dream
i see you falling
i catch you
blowing off steam...
holding your heart
and razoring your feelings
i know it hurts
i have seen that from the start.
missing him makes you cry
every time he would be gone
when you feel the silver blade
across your unwanted life
it feels like i have to die...
every night and everyday
your red beated heart is fast
you go to far
and then your breath is gone then you grasp..
I ask if your done with life
you say your not strong
i believe the way you are
it may take time i may take advice but other than that you have to strive.
to Paulette...
I'm really sorry for everything and don't you tell me i have nothing to be sorry about b/c i did wreck your life...
byes
1st thing...
you didnt wreck my life. only a part of it. it hurts me only because he was the one thing i had left of my own. the only person in my life who i could talk to without the fear of losing them. he was the only guy who i ever felt "safe" around. ya know? and im jus happy that you guys are happy and thats fine with me. i will be hurting but dont let that ruin your happyness. thank you alot for everything. i mean that.
love ya,
paulette